30.7.13

Jamur Crispy Yummy by Meeee :3

hari Sabtu yang lalu pas nganterin ibu ke pasar, ga sengaja ngeliat dan tiba2 pgn masak jamur...


dan finally.. belilah seperempat.. dan dpt lumayan bnyk.. sampe rumah, berhubung lg ga puasa *hehehe*, ku cucilah jamur2 itu sampaiiiii bersih, lalu ditiriskan.. nah, ada resepnya juga nih.. semoga bisa berguna yawwwwwwh :3 :p

bahan:
jamur tiram secukupnya

bahan tepung adonan :
tepung kobe/ tepungsiap saji apa pun itu
1 gelas air es

tapi kalo mau buat adonan sendiri tanpa tepung instan bisa juga kok.. tapi aku rada lupa ini x_x hahaha inideh ya, kira2 doang :p *cmiiw..

bahan adonan buatan sendiri :
tepung terigu secukupnya *kira2 setengah mangkok*
1 sdt garam
1 sdt gula
1 sdt lada
1 gelas air es

* cara membuat jika menggunakan tepung instan :
cuci jamur hingga bersih dan tiriskan

masukan tepung bumbu instan kedalam wadah, tuang air es secukupnya. tidak terlalu kental dan tidak terlalu cair

masukkan jamur kedalam adonan 

siapkan tepung bumbu kering (letakkan tepung bumbu instan di wadah terpisah)

guling2kan/ bubuhi jamur dengan tepung kering

diamkan beberapa saat 5-10 mnt hingga bumbu meresap

panaskan minyak, goreng jamur

angkat, tiriskan...

jamur siap untuk dihidangkan.....

nb : dalam adonan tdk perlu ditambahkan garam/ bumbu2, soalnya kan ditepungnya udah ada bumbu :3



* cara membuat dengan tepung buatan sendiri
campurkan tepung dan semua bumbu, campur dengan air es secukupnya hingga menjadi adonan yang tidak terlalu kental dan tidak terlalu cair

masukkan jamur yang telah dicuci bersih ke dalam adonan yang telah disiapkan

diamkan 15-20 menit agar bumbu meresap

panaskan minyak, goreng jamur

angkat, tiriskan...

jamur siap untuk dihidangkan.....

nb : jika ingin menambahkan rasa bisa menggunakan perasa bbq, keju, balado, dll sesuai selera, bnyk dijual di supermarket. masukkan jamur ke dalam tempat makan, taburkan perasa sesuai selera, kocok..


naaaaaaaah.. mudah bukaaaaan :3

ini nih penampakan hasil jamur dalam bayangan ku, crispy crispy syahdu makyus gimana gitu...


tapi malah jadinya seperti ini -_- *nb: adonan menggunakan tepung bumbu instan* tapi yaaah lumayan deh ya, maklum masih amatir :p




selamaaaat berpuasaaaa :3
xoxo

10.7.13

Sigh *again again and agaaaaaiiin :(

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yeaaah serba salah.. ke sini salah, ke situ salah, ke mana2 salah.. ngga ngerti :(
sudah laaaah.. :(
make it easier please..
talk to me clearly..!
i dont know what should i do..
i dont want to........
i dont know what do you want from me :(
i cant catch it..
too blur..
cant see everything clearly
too hard to understand if you dont say it at the point..
semua serba salah -_-


4.7.13

Life is about Choice



B – C – D
Birth – C – Death

Yeaaaah.. C is for Choice, as long as we live we have to choice.. in every thing..

Dalam hidup kita harus mampu memilih, baik dalam waktu yang lama, atau singkat. Kita harus memilih tanpa tau apa ujung yang nanti akan kita temui. Seperti misalnya kita tersesat di dalam hutan, ada banyak jalan menuju entah kemana yang kita tidak tahu. Kita juga harus memilih apakah kita harus stay saja dengan perlengkapan seadanya dan tinggal di dalam hutan atau menunggu pertolongan orang yang entah kapan datangnya. Atau kita keep moving mencari-cari jalan keluar yang kita belum tau bagaimana ujungnya entah kita berhasil atau malah mati karena jatuh ke jurang atau dimakan hewan buas. 


After choice is consequence yeaaahh.. that’s so true.. if you make a decision, choice, you have to take the consequence. And you have to take the responsibility of your decision. If you fall to the wrong way, you have to fix it, make it right, get up, and trust me you have to make many decisions for more. But it’s life. World will never stop just because you fall. Life must goes on, dude! If you fall, you still have to choice, should you get up or just lay down on the cold hard ground.. 


Choice.. sounds so easy, but if you have to make a decision in short time and for your future which will make big change for your life, it’s totally hard. You have to make it sure that your decision is the best choice for you, you don’t want to disappointed with your own decision, right? 

If you’ve chose something, you have to try your best to make it well, no.. not just well, but best.. don’t regret it, just enjoy it. And be grateful to Allah, I’m pretty sure that there are many people out there who really want to be you, you’re lucky.. 
Pray, is the best thing to know that your choice is good or bad. God will help you. If your heart full of doubtfulness, don’t do it, try to hear your heart voice.
I’m just an ordinary girl who fall in love with a man whom in a relationship with another woman. Does he love me? Yes, he does. But does he still with her? Yes, he does. Are you hurting? Yes, I am..
Career ChoicesI don’t know what should I do, should I give up or just do it, I mean keep it without know where we go. This is too hard, he made me fell, he caught me, waked me up, then now I don’t know what will he do, does he want to hold me, or let me go.. ah too complicated. Sometimes I’m wondering “is he for me, is he my soulmate”, but still have no answer. Now, I try to be patient, time will bring me to the answer.. yeah, even though I have to feel this feeling..
That’s the kind of choice, she have to take any consequences of her decision. I hope she will get the best result ya J
Life is about movement, so keep move and make good decisios, choose wisely and honestly ;)
Cheerssssss….


xoxo

2.7.13

#SELFTALK

pas buka timeline di facebook melihat salah satu teman saya menulis status yang isinya kurang lebih "may i borrow your shoulder....? blablablabla....."
well, im in that situation too.. i dunno why but feel fragile. i hate this feeling. i hate being weak.. 


do you need a shoulder? yes i need.. what do you do with that shoulder? i dunno, may be just leaning on or maybe just feel my tears drop from my eyes. no... i dont ask you to be.. :) dont worry i can lean on my pillow :p 

why you look so sad darl? Just not feeling well. there is something wrong on my mind and on my heart.. 

well you can tell me, maybe you will be better after you talk to me :) i dunno im feeling blue for couple days. im not sure that im in a good mood, and i think im a bit weird.. sometimes im happy, sometimes i can handle myself, sometimes i can't, sometimes i just like "uuuummm dont worry im okay.." with the masking smile, sometimes i try to be okay and try to pretend that everything is okay, sometimes im going mad, sometimes im being so sensitive, sometimes i just like "aaaaah.. leave me alone, i dont wanna talk to you, i dont wanna meet you.." but out of the blue i just "you're so mean, why you leave me alone, huh?! don't you think about me, don't you love me blablablablabla.." yeaaah drama queen -_-

oookaaaaay.. are you in a relationship?? ummmm yeaaah maybee.. dunno -_-

why you don't know? ummm it's not clear enough

so, is he hanging you up? ummm i dunno.. maybe.. HEY I SAID THAT IT ISN'T CLEAR ENOUGH NOW, DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND UHHHH??? DON'T ASK ME ANYSAME KIND OF THAT QUESTION.. I DON'T LIKE IT!!

oo.. oo.. okaay.. don't be angry on me.. i just want to help you.. OKAAAY, IM SO SORRY, OKAY NEXT QUESTION PLEASE !

do you miss him ? eh -_- no ! i dont miss him.. :( 

are you sure ?? Yeaaaaah :(  no.. maybe... actually i miss him so bad.. really, so much.. :(

so why don't you talk to him ? i did :(

and his reaction ? he said that he missed me too. but he dont know how much i miss him. i miss our long convo, our night convo, our laugh we used to, and everything that we've done.. he is busy now.. and im trying to understand, but sometimes i can't.. :(

from all of that you've said, i think you really love him, is that true? yeaaaah i do, im in to deep -_- but i don't know, sometimes this feeling is killing me.. and it's hurt :(

why you said that it's killing you? he loves you, right?  yeah, he said "i love you so much.." to me..

so, what's the problem? many problems between us..

really? but i don't see it, maybe your subconcious mind do that, not him. i mean yourself who make the problem and make it big and you try to hide and blame him about what happened on your own mind . *silence, no answer*

why don't you answer my question?? i'm thinking.. maybe you're right, the one who deserve to be blamed is me.. im too childish.. sometimes im worry about something that hasn't happened and something that might not be happen.. sometimes im being spoiled, and ask for more attention, even though i know that he's busy.. am i selfish? yeaaah i admit it, im a selfish person.. but i'm good enough and worth enough to fight for.. hahahah

yeaaah i know, don't be sad dear, but if you want to cry.. you can cry.. you can cry on my shoulder or on your pillow if you don't have any shoulder to use.. :p ARE YOU KIDDING ME -_- IM SO SAD NOW, BUT YOU PLAY ON THIS.... !  oh yaaa, by the way, thanks for listen my "uneg-uneg" im better now... Yeah, it's okay, you can count on me, i'll help you as long as you appreciate me.. i love youuu.. i lovee youuu so muchhh taaaan....

remember tan, you're prettier than you expect, stronger than you seem, braver than you believe, better than you know, and loveworthy than you think you are.. awwww thanks dear, it helps, and mean a lot :3


.....xoxo.....

11.4.13

JAHARA2 ITU ADA DIMANA-MANA !!!!

kejadian ini baru aja kemarin terjadi..
gue masih inget dengan jelas karena gue melihat tepat didepan mata..
pertama kalinya gue ke grogol naik angkutan umum, naik 213 dgn trayek kp.melayu-grogol. jujur gue ngerasa asing bgt pas diperjalanan, karena sblmnya gue blm pernah lewat situ, untungnya gue bersama 1 teman gue, sayangnya dia cuma smpe slipi, dan gue mau ga mau mesti nerusin perjalanan sendirian, ditempat yg ga gue kenal. i heard the sound in my head said "dont be such a tourist! be a brave girl tan!" terus gue juga berusaha supaya ga keliatan linglung -_- gue liat2 gedung2 dan bangunan disepanjang perjalanan dan ada lg suara dibenak gue "taaaaaan! jgn celingukan, ntr ketauan kalo lo belom pernah ke sini, kalo keliatan celingukan, lo bisa jadi sasaran empuk kejahatan!" trs gue segera menggeleng kecil, supaya keep positive dan berhenti celingukan and stay cool B)

bukan hal baru lagi tentang kriminalitas yang marak terjadi di ibu kota tercinta kita ini.. iyaaaa, apa lagi kalo bukan karena masalah perut dan kebutuhan lainnya yang memaksa setiap orang untuk melakukan apapun demi mendapatkan uang untuk makan! yeaaaaah.. that's a bitter truth :( seringkali kita disuguhi berita baik di tv, koran, radio tentang kriminalitas yang bahkan merenggut nyawa. entah apa yang ada dipikiran para penjahat itu, mungkin mereka sudah dirasuki setan.. pernah denger cerita dari salah 1 temen, adek kelasnya meninggal dibunuh penjahat (entah ditembak atau ditusuk) karena meneriaki maling kepada si penjahat yang memang me-maling-i motornya.. mbok ya kalo mau ngambil harta ya ambil aja hartanya, mau ngambil motor ya ambil aja motornya gausah lah nyakitin si empunya motor, ga mikir apa lo udah ngambil hartanya masih aja menyebabkan nyawa orang ilang.. lo ga punya hati apa, coba kalo adek lo, ibu lo, bapak lo, anak lo atau istri lo yang digituin!!!! apa yang lo rasain haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah????!!!!! fine kalo lo mau ambil hartanya, harta masih bisa dicari, tapi kalo nyawa, mau nyari dimana lagiiiiii?!

maap sodara2 -_- sayah emosiiiiiiih kalo ngomongin hal ini -_-

emg gada ya kerjaan lain yg lebih halal gitu, kan bisa jadi tukang bangunan kek, ngojek kek, apa kek yang ga nyakitin orang.. lo tau, lo ngasih makan diri lo dan istri lo dan anak2 lo pake duit haram ga akan berkah..

terlalu umum ya kalo masalah ekonomi menjadi kambing hitamnya -_-
lalu ini salah siapa?? salah kuu? salah boneka ku? salah bantal ku? salah pacar ku *x:emg lo punya pacar tan? g:oh iya ga punya -_-* lalu salah siapaaaaaaaaaa?? perlu gue tanya pada rumput yang bergoyang? perlu gue bertanya kepada Ebiet G Ade? #skip tan, stop merancaunya -_-

kemaren 10 april 2013 sekitar jam 1 siang saat gue berada di 213 seperti yang sudah gue ceritain diawal td, situasi di dalam bis tidak begitu padat, sebelum MPR gue dpt tempat duduk yang samping gue adalah ibu2 yang kayanya abis belanja *bukan kayanya deng emg abis belanja, soalnya bawa tas plastik item gede2*, disaat itu gue masih berani ngirim bbm ke temen gue untuk ngabarin posisi gue. selesai itu gue masukin lagi kedalam tas terbelakang ditambah gue tutupin pake bungkus tissue.. pas ibu itu turun, ada bapak2 sekitar umur 30-40an tahun duduk disebelah gue. gue ngerasa ga nyaman sama itu orang entah kenapa gue ngerasa ada yg ga beres dgn itu orang. karena gue ngerasa ga nyaman, gue bilang "MISII" dan pindah ke bangku kosong lain yang posisinya 3 bangku dari depan, sebelah gue mas2 -_- eeeeeeh itu bapak2 ikut2an pindah jg beberapa bangku dibelakang gue, ngerasa diikutin, gue pindah lagi 1 bangku kedepan, sekarang sblh gue mba2.. mulai ngerasa curiga dan rada takut, but i tried to stay cool.. terus pas kenek nya nyebutin tempat apa gitu gue lupa, ada beberapa orang yang mau turun, kebetulan ada mba2 yang pake tas tangan ga ditaroh didepan, dia biarin gitu disampingnya dan tanpa pengawasan dia. bener aja! itu bapak2 jahara *sebutan untuk orang jahat -_-* tadi berdiri diblkng mba2 itu, tasnya ditaroh didepan dia dan TANGANNYA DISELIPIN DIBELAKANG TAS BIAR GADA YG LIAT ! sialnya gue ngeliat -_- persis didepan gue :( gue gatau apa yg mesti gue lakuin, gue mau teriak gue takut mereka bawa senjata tajam, trs nr kalo gue ditusuk :( gue takut. asli takuuuuut bgt :( gue deg2an bgt, gue lemes :(
seriusan kejadiannya dimata gue terasa lamaaaaaaaa -_- padahal itu orang ngambil dompet mba2nya kynya dalam hitungan detik.. mba2nya turun.. si jahara ngoper dompet hasil kerja haramnya itu jahara satunya.. jahara2 itu duduk lagi, sempet ngebuka dompetnya di dlm bis, kynya ngitung duit mba2nya brpa -_- pikiran2 berkecamuk di benak gue, gimana ntr mbanya pulang ngga punya ongkos pas nyari dompet ternyata dompetnya udh raib diambil si JAHARA itu! 

ngga lama setelah itu, gue mulai mengenali daerah yang pernah gue lewatin sama aldyth, gue buru2 berdiri deket pintu. perlu gue tegaskan si jahara itu mau turun juga, dan dia di BELAKANG GUE ! asli itu gue rada gemeteran dikit tp gue kuatkan hati gue. tangan gue megang pintu ky mau ngehadang gitu, gue ga mau smpe si JAHARA itu disebelah gue, bis mulai pelan gue buru2 turun, gue rada lari ke kanan.. rasanya lemes.. gue menghela napas, ngeliat kebelakang, si jahara belok kiri.. masih rada gemeteran, gue memutuskan untuk masuk ke mall ciputra bentar buat duduk dan ngadem.. 

ah sekalinya naik 213 langsung ngeliat kejadian yg sangat amat menyangat tidak menyenangkan -_-
dan gue takut.. gue saksi :( entah gimana ntr gue disidang sama Allah, satu sisi gue ngebiarin kejahatan, satu sisi gue takut gue kenapa2 :( maapin tania ya Allah :(
yah, mungkin ini pelajaran guat gue biar lebih hati2, jgn sampe ky gitu.. kalo kata aldyth si "welcome to the jungle..." yeaaaaah JAHARA you're just like an animal!!! or a trash huh! no brain and no heart, maybe an animal have a better attitude than you !!!!

maap sodara2 kalo kata2 saya kasar.. maaaaaaaaaaaap..

kalo kata bang napi "kejahatan bukan hanya karena ada niat dari pelakunya, tapi juga karena ada kesempatan.. WASPADALAH.. WASPADALAH.. WASPADALAAAAAAAAAH !!!!!"

TOLONG KEPADA PARA APARAT PENEGAK HUKUM YANG KATANYA MELINDUNGI MASYARAKAT, COBA ANDA2 BERIKAN PENGAWASAN LEBIH, KEJAHATAN SANGAT MARAK TERJADI.. SAYA PRIBADI SUDAH MERASA INI SEMUA SUDAH TIDAK AMAN, LALU KEPADA SIAPA LAGI MASYARAKAT AKAN MENGADU #PADA ALLAH SWT PASTINYA# , ENTAH BAGAIMANA JIKA RASA AMAN ITU SUDAH TIDAK DAPAT TERCIPTA PAK!
Dan kepada kita, berhati2lah, pandai2 lah membaca situasi, jgn menggunakan perhiasan berlebih, jgn membawa uang terlalu banyak dan jgn menaruhnya disatu tempat saja, jgn mengeluarkan hp jika tidak mendesak, dan jaga barang2 bawaan anda tetap dalam pengawasan anda, juga jaga diri anda.. :)

9.3.13

My First Argumentative Essay ♥

sebenernya gue mau nge-posting ini udah rada lama, tp berhubung gue kemaren-kemaren blm sempet jadilah ga ke-posting2 -_-
tadi gue abis final test karena pulang lebih awal pas di motor gue kepikiran sama hal ini jadi ya sudah, sesampainya di rumah buru2 nyalain laptop, mumpung ada waktu senggang :p *sok sibuk* hahah
ini adalah argumentative essay pertama gue, yang diajarin sama guru favorit gue yaituuuu.. Ma'am Lili, beliau adalah guru senior, beliau orang yang sangat baik, meski tegas dan kalo ngomong rada nyelekit, tp dari beliau, gue dapet banyaaaaak banget pengetahuan dan compliments (ʃ⌣ƪ) dan untuk pertama kalinya gue ujian dapet nilai yang sangat tak terduga memuaskannya hahhah anyway, udah lama ga ketemu sama beliau. pinginnya si diajarin lagi sama Ma'am Lili :(

okaaaaay, here we go.. i wanna share my first essay, well i got heaps of mistakes in this case. but it's okay... hahha kalo bener semua mah ga usah belajar lagi :p
kata Ma'am Lili udh cukup bagus untuk permulaan dan sudah terstruktur :)
check this out guys.. enjoy it and i hope it can help you ;)


KIDS ARE THE VICTIMS

Slum area is an area with big population in a city where is poor people live there. Slum area caused by too much urbanization. Kids are the victims from (of) urbanization. Health care, education, and domestic violence are the most problems which happen to the kids who are living in slum areas.
Health care is one of the big (biggest) problem for kids in slum area. There are many kids who are living in slum area (are) infected (by) diseases, such as pneumonia, skin disease, malnutrition, measles, tuberculosis, and diarrhea. Unavailability (of enough) clean water enough, there is no (not) enough good food, pollution, and dirty environments or slums are the reasons for the horrible health care in slum area. In 2009, a survey in Bangladesh showed that under-five mortality rate in slum area is (was) 79% and in isolated area is (was) 44%.
Most of kids who are living in slum area do not (get) proper the education. Their parents cannot afford to pay school fees. Parents assume that education is unimportant thing for their kids; they need money to survive, do not education. To get money only for their meal, they should work very hard; and sometimes they do not get enough money. Although the government has been providing free education, there is always extra charge for buy (buying) uniform, stationery, and et cereta (etc). Parents think if (that) their kids can get money without education, (for) example, their kids can be a beggar(s), street musician(s), or scavenger(s). In slum area, there is (are) only 18% kids who are going to high school. It’s so sad how people can throw education, whereas education in (is) the (an) important key to get success.
The hardest problem for kids in slum area is domestic violence. Kids would be a target to throw parents anger. When parents are being depression (depressed) and getting mad, the best victim on their mind are their children. Kids cannot do much thing (many things) except accept that (accepting).
In summary, kids who are living in slum area are unfortunately kids. They have many problems and they should do everything to survive. Moreover be a (Therefore they should be) stonger in this harsh world.