Just Be Yourself

kadang ketika meliat orang lain lebih baik dari gue.. jujur gue ngerasa iri banget.. ngeliat orang lain bisa ini, bisa itu, bikin ini bikin itu, pergi ke sini, pergi ke situ.. damn!!!!! im getting turn green with envy -_- sedangkan gue? ah apalah..

kadang gue juga ikut2an orang lain.. orang lain bikin "z", gue ikutan bikin "z"..  orang lain bikin apa, bawaannya gue pingin ikutan bikin.. dan gue ga ahli dalam bidang2 itu.. cuma sekedar bisa aja.. most of them called me creative, but i guess i didnt.. i just copied and did a little differences from the original one..

sometimes it makes me frustated.. "what do you want taaaan?", "what are you looking for?"
and i hate this feeling.. hate the feel that i wanna be the best. well, that feel is good, but something which too much is not good..

kadang gue pgn ngebom hahhaa.. pgn menghilangkan itu.. but wake up! you're better than you think.. you are luckier than you think, you are good enough to do everything you want, and you can make it better, just be focus on that area.. jgn sekedar ikut2an orang lain.. ;)

udah~
gitu aja~